What is a story? What Makes a story?

A story is something may have happened to you or an event that occurred during some point in time. whether it be during the day, during that month or even years ago. What can make a story is something funny that may have happened to you or a friend or family member. Or something tragic or a description of  something. Some story's can make you laugh, make you cry or even make you so angry you might want to punch a hole in something. There are also some story's that can make you fall in love. Make you fall in love with a person or a thing or even a place.

Trust

Remember that day you told me to trust you?
That day I had tears running down my face
From that girl you were just friends with.

You told me that those pictures and letter's were nothing
Just lies to make you look bad
And that you loved me not her
You said baby trust me I only want to be with you.

But if you love me so much why are you telling her you love her
and she's the one you want to be with
That I'm nothing and you're done with me 
and to trust you.

 There's that word again Trust! 

That word to you is nothing but a word
I can't trust you
Trust to you is just a word you like to throw around
So you can get what you want.

But to me Trust is more than a word its an action
An action you can see me using
When I throw you outta my life
You can trust that you'll never see me again
and that I can do better.

You can trust me when I say I'm as good as it gets honey
and I'm done I don't need a man in my life to complete me
I am all I need and God him self.

Trust in that!

Loss

 I'll never understand no matter how many times it's explained to me, how can God let bad things happen his children. I bring this up because just the other day my husbands very good friend Latty lost his battle of Leukemia. This was his second bout with it. He beat it the first time, but sadly died Saturday. I don't understand how someone that was so loved by so many could be taken away from everyone.
 For someone like me it almost becomes natural to me, because it seems like every person I come in contact with dies and leaves me. You would think for me it would be easier to deal with, but it's not! It hurts more and more every time I have to go through it.  I wonder how much more God thinks my heart could handle,because to me it can't handle much more. I hate loosing someone and having to start all over again. Having to go through all the healing all over again. Some times I wish we could by pass all the hurt,anger and sadness and just go back to having some sort of a normal life. But I know that's never going to happen. There's always going to be pain and what angers me the most is I don't know why we have to feel all that. But like I am always told God has a plan for all of us. It may not be the plan we want or agree with, but it's God's plan.